24/09/2025 people come and go. people come and go. people come and go. people come and go,people come and go.

16/09/2025 6:24am - weathers been gloomy cloudy for 3 days. i woke up anxiously today. saw a weird dream,featuring a entity -_-
im not talking with many people with whom i used to talk always. i suck at keeping friendship and when i siad it to my best friend, he said, its not my fault if they suck at staying XD i love this guy xD
actually i found our values doesnot match actually. should i vocal it out? but they are mentally so broken and they will see it as a revenge later. i figured,the people i like first always a red flags. :( (so maybe ill stop liking at all)

11/09/2025 i was so swamp with my clas test and mids. im still now. i wont be free until 28.
drinking a new milk tea - 8.5/10

04/09/2025 im sorry, i told you already im bad at keeping people in my life. i hope, i hope you'll find your peace again.you were my first and true friend in this city. it was nice meeting you and ill miss our teamworks. im glad i met you, you taught me bravery. it would have been better if we both were of same gender. ik ik, i said this alot [sighs]. happy birthday. i hope you wont resent me for not communicating anymore and i hope we never meet agin even though we are in same place. because seeing you,i'll only feel regrets.

04/09/2025 10:13pm - "The people who are meant to bring light would not be very much use if they did not live in dark places,would they?" - just reading a hp fanfiction in ao3,luna said this to draco. nice words.

04/09/2025 I usually stay online very little, especially for chatting. The more I’m available offline, the less I’m available online. Last night I was chatting fun things in a group, at the same time chatting with someone who was stuck in a situationship, and another one who is dropping a semester in uni because he has no money. While chatting, I was wondering how fascinating it is that every single person has their own problems, their own situations. With all these differences, how do people actually connect, man??

30/08/2025 and i dreamed of smoking cigarette last night and i hate cigarette and never tried it. so wtf?

30/08/2025 I’m the top hater of myself, really.

28/08/2025 8:42am morning with a bright sky, sun and a cup of coffee with my heart full of gloom. Recently I’m trying, like continuously scanning out my obsessive time-waste useless thoughts. Why can not a human live alone? Why must you be with another human whom you can never ever express your own thoughts to, bcz you are weird asf. And they will never understand your thoughts. cz they are 'human'. what is the definition of ur fking 'human'? Whatever. maybe im angry. anyway, Today’s coffee is dope XD.

24/08/2025 7:54pm - im hungry asf

23/08/2025 Currently, it's 9:07 AM, and I'm sipping on my morning coffee. The morning weather is gloomy today, and I love gloomy days. I'm procrastinating again. Bad news! is it bad that i dont miss you anymore?

22/08/2025 Last night, I saw a dream, and I didn't like it. It was me, who is totally opposite of the real me. The thing is, I'm not upset with what I did in that dream. I'm upset about why I saw that dream. I'm questioning the mere existence of that dream. Why?

21/08/2025 finally! the website and blog page finished building. ill change the theme again after my mid or after this year. or maybe never? who knows [shruges]

19/08/2025 what do you call ethics without kindness? or ethics without respect? maybe im the naive one - always![laughs]

16/08/2025 it's 11.29 pm now! happy birthday 23. welcome to the world.